Here I sit, fast going on an evening interstate drive,
as all the world is turned an end-day blur.
The convertible top was dropped
as the dripping moon strutted in high heavens
to flash each blemish loved,
outline each scar deep, detailed,
a desirable waning pale—the color of a tooth ache.
Cheese curd grease and fish guts lingered in the broad smiles
of each captured moment, of each phone in hand.
Hair in the air, messed,
as familiar ghosts styled each malleable strand,
I wonder if they could smell the product on their hands.
Blue Lake came rippled shining,
bending slight the reflection of dusk’s
Comforting speeds blew ears quiet,
as the Chrysler’s engine hummed
at a stoplight break, loved ones in tow.
The car went as we waved to neighbors
and backyard exhibitionists.
There was a police car and prom.
There were city fires burning.
There was a quiet green village turning dark.
I am JFK,
I am in horn-rimmed luxury,
I am sitting,
surrounded by everything that I am.
I am first world problems burdened
—too full to starve, too apathetic to cry.
An extended stomach,
a dented head,
and you were in Mexico playing,
as the world passed on.